Thursday, June 24, 2004

﴾ My Wet Cheeks ﴿

A few days back my bestfriend's father had a mild heart attack. A few years back my father had a mild heart attack. It made me realized how precious life is and the people in our life are.
The thought of losing these people, makes tears roll down my cheeks.
It made me appreciate who and how much they mean to me. I've always taken it for granted that my parents will always be there through out my life, never realizing that I would part from them. And thinking back of all the traumas and anger that I've put my parents thru, I can never say Thank You enough to them for being patience, for being loving, for being supportive, for loving each and every child unconditionally. I particularly have been the "devil child" in the family. Always rebellious, always doing things my way, throwing tantrums and never thinking about the feelings of others.
And to look back and remember that no matter what they were still by my side, makes tears roll down my cheeks.

Mama,
I love you for your love to all your children. I love you for always understanding my need to be different. I love you for listening to all my crap and lies. I love you for all the soul food cooking you have made for me. I love you for all the tears I have made you shed. I love you for accepting me for who I am. And above all I love you for the unconditional love you have taught me.

Daddy,
I love you for the time you spend with me. I love you for all the advise you have given me. I love you for always being there for me. I love you for the nonsense and heartache that I have given you. I love you for the education you have given me. And I love you for the strength of living on my own two feet that you have taught me.

Lots of ❤,
Your Daughter



24th June 2004
Thursday
14:17 hrs

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Me, THe CATs AND MY PHoNe...

Hurry up I told myself. It's nearly 10am. "The number you have dialed is not in service" said the operator. So I called up the house instead. Ring...ring...ring...ring..."Hallo" as Neneq's sweet voice was heard on the other end. And so I told her that I'd be there in 10 minutes. Dashed straight to the kitchen to put yesterday's dinner plate into the sink amongst the other stuff that I've chucked in there. Wash it later...I'm late, I'm late. The cats are meowing....trash had to be taken out. "Omegodd, cool it, you all don't get to have your wet food till 12 noon" I said to them.
There I go locking up the house, got into the lift and pressed "0". Scrambling thru my handbag and I realised I've done it again! My PHONE!!! Straight up I shoot again, into the house I went. Godammit, where the fuck did I leave my phone???? In the study? No!..In the bedroom? No!...Maybe I left it in the living room. Nope, not there either!..... Ah, I used the iron just now I'm sure it's there. Nope!......Damn it, it was in the kitchen!!!!



23rd June 2004
Wednesday
01:20 pm

THE WAY THE MAGAZINES WORKS

Page Layouts...
how it influences the interest of the interested


Fonts...
how it attracts the eye of the attracted


Colours...
how it catches the one that needs to be caught


Distance..
how it separates the separated


Icons..
how it explains itself by being it


BOLD FONTS...
how it grabs the attention seekers for what they seek .....attention


Pictures...
how it explains a topic that needs to be explain


Comas...
how it says what it says in many ways


Writers...
how they think...and teach


Lines...
how it boarders the boarder





17th August 2002,
Saturday
01:23am

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

℮verlasting ❤

Love never ends
It grows and grows
Like a leaf on a tree
Like a prayer in the wind
Like a song to a singer

It’s something not to be doubted
Just let it grow


8th June 2004
Tuesday
6:20pm

Ⓢiblings

by the same blood we were made
by the same guidance we were taught

oh why oh why
do we fight
if not only to always be right

the love we have
the tears we shared
the laughter we smiled
the sharing we learned

oh why oh why
do we fight
if not only to be right



3rd January 2003
Friday
8:07pm

Ōh What A Day....

In my life I have learned that life is what you get when you live it

Live it like how you wanna live it
Do it cause you wanna do it

There is no other

Moments like this do I treasure
To know that I’ve lived life like there is no other

Sorrow and pain are in my veins
With that I do learn

In strength I do stand
Cause I am who I am




22nd June 2003
Sunday

Love Love Love

love love love
my wisdom of love

it comes and it goes
cherish it when it flows
feel it as it grows

how hard can it be
when all it takes
is just to love

love love love
my wisdom of love

it may break you
it may hurt you
it may build you
it may free you

all the love you give
is all the love you will receive

love love love
my wisdom of love

for all the joy
for all the sorrow
be in love
to be loved

my wisdom of love


10th January 2003
01:49

Monday, June 21, 2004

YOU

Your smile
Is my joy
You guide me
You inspire me
You lift me

This feeling that I feel
Is like no other
Special is what you are to me

The feeling inside is uplifting
You keep me soaring
Like a bird in the sky

This freedom you give me
Time you spend with me
I appreciate it

I can't describe the feeling
You make me feel
Like shouting
Like crying
Like laughing

You, forever in my Life
Excites me......



:: dedicated to my one and only Mista ::


2nd February 2004
Monday