the days when you just feel like shit.....

I believe life is like a RollercoasteR......

There are days that you feel like you're on top of the world and there are days when you feel like you're the worst creature on the planet. I, myself have gone thru so many ups and downs to know that the people that are around you and the people that loves you are the best outlet to get you back on track.

It doesn't pay to keep your feelings bottled up. It just makes the pressure cooker whistle even louder then ever.

Damn, I've had my share of exploding into tears not knowing what the hell it was for!! And whenever you feel down, somehow the people you need will just appear without you even asking, let it be with a phone call, an sms or even an email. It's one of God's gift that amazes me. It's like your silent call was heard. It has happen to me....and I swear I freaked out but at the same time overjoyed with the present He's sent.

In my life I have had the opportunity to experience the lowest of low, the saddest of sad and the worst of worst. And climb back up again knowing that no matter how awful you day was there will be days when you feel you're at your best.


Life never cease to surprise you....

I have an ADDICTion

......I need to stare at the computer at least once a day........

I can't imagine NOT opening up my computer and NOT getting connected. During my childhood it was the "Idiot Box" or some call it Television that I was glued to. I'll be a foot away from the bloody thing. And I still remember hearing my parents saying "Don't sit too close to the TV, you'll spoil your eyes". I'll move an inch and that's about it.

The usual recorded movies that I'll be watching again and again and again right after school will be the ever famous P. Ramlee movies. Bujang Lapuk, Pendekar Bujang Lapuk, Tiga Abdul, Madu Tiga...... with a plate of rice, fried chicken, fried taugeh, sambal belacan and a glass of syrup. My staple diet during primary school.

NOW it's the computer, plenty of Dunhill Lights, snacks and plain water. The TV will still be on, but it serves as a "on the side" visual aid.


Hi, my name is sherIZAN and I'm a computer junkie.

Always...

Always write love letters....
Always be in touch....
Always keep in mind....
Always Remember....

The People You Love

The New Additions Are Here....

Boogie just gave BIRTH !!!!!!!!!!!

everyDAY reminds me of YOU

Ãœs2 @ Luna Park, Melbourne
Originally uploaded by sherIZAN.

in the middle of the night
where the moon shines so bright
all that i can think of is YOU

In the warmth of the day
as the sun gleams it's true beauty
all that i can think of is YOU...you...YOU

everyDAY is everyDAY
which always brings something new

if ever you hear an owl's coo
and wonder who it's singing to
it's just me calling YOU

everyDAY is everyDAY
and YOU always bring something new....

Thank You...

I'm grateful to be born
I'm grateful to be your daughter
I'm grateful to be your sister
I'm grateful to be your mother
I'm grateful to be your friend

I'm thankful to be alive

I'm grateful for all that I have

A GerLy Day

Buzz...buzz....BuZZZZZ....BuzzZZZ......Sprang out of bed in a shock because I just heard the intercom buzzing. Damn it's 11.30am already. Like a lightning I quickly ran to answer. It was a friend coming to get a CD.

Jumped straight to the bathroom and washed my face, didn't even have time to brush my teeth but at least I managed to put on some decent clothes. As I passed him the CD, I just realized that I've made plans with a girlfriend of mine for a "Pan Mee" lunch that I've been bugging for, for the past week and she's coming to pick me up at 12 noon !!!! HolyCow....!!! I still need to feed the cats, change their litter pan, take a shower, blow my hair, pick out something to wear, throw the rubbish and check my email. For a girl, that's a lot to do under half an hour. Well, at least for me it is.

:: I've been going to this particular "Pan Mee" shop since 1996. They've got the BesT Pan Mee ever!! It's situated on Jalan Batai in Damansara Heights behind Hock Lee's. ::

While getting ready, I somehow managed to invite another friend to join us for lunch. ThankGod for Mac's iChat and technology, telecommunication has never been easier now days. That gave me more time to get ready because it meant that my ride had to do a detour to pick up the other friend. Hehehehehe....clever i must say [wink wink]

The girls called and I ran downstairs, got into the car and the chatting, laughing, giggling never stop from that point on. Hey, what can I say.... Gerls will always be Gerls.

As we continued chatting and laughing about Men, Pregnancy, Kids, Parties, Shopping, Sex, Work and Relationships, I realized "What would I do without my FAITHFUL girlfriends to pour out all my joy and sorrow"

We were there for a good hour and a half, regardless that we had people looking at us with faces of "When the hell are you girls gonna get up and leave?". The place is always packed with customers and what made it worst was it's FRIDAY. And guess what...... Gerls will always be Gerls.


Saluté to SistaHood......

RainBow Of The Sun

This painting was inspired from my recent holiday. It represents all the emotion that came to me after seeing new colors, culture, people and landscape. It was an eye opener. I got to observe different human behaviors, experience different way of living, different way of thinking and perspective.

rainbow of the sun Originally uploaded by ✪sherIZAN✪.