Wednesday, July 28, 2004


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Tuesday, July 27, 2004

the goals you have in mind

Ϛimple minds
voices of our soul
don't look behind
to reach for your goalϚ

BooGIe Is PReGNaNT !!!

My best friend called yesterday night with some awesome news.... Her cat may be pregnant. But we can't be sure until Boogie goes to the vet to get it confirmed. All night long we've been talking about how exciting it would be to have new additions to our CaT family.

Today my best friend called to say "Boogie Is Pregnant!!!!" And we both screamed and screamed with Joy! You can't imagine how great this news is for us. The last time I got this excited with a pregnant CaT was 14 years back when my sister's cat gave birth to a litter of 5. Man, that was the highlight of my life at the age of 15. I was there to see the beauty of birth.

Ira is on the way back from the Vet now and headed to the pet shop to get all the necessary things to prepare. The basket, the kitten food [which is for the nursing mom] and I won't be surprise if she even get collars for the kittens straight away...hehehehe.

Boogie is giving birth in 3 weeks time. CaTs carry their kittens for 56 days I was told.

And the best part of all, my CaTs Lenny & Max are gonna be uncles!!

One thing for sure is that Boogie will have a change of behavior. She'll turn on her natural motherly instinct. This is something that I've notice with my own CaTs. As soon as we got the latest additions to our Cat family which are Lenny & Max, Mauiee has been more down to earth so to say, licking them every minute she gets but she is still looney as ever. She acts like a mentor, a figure to follow. So many of Mauiee's traits has been passed on to the 2 boys. I find that very similar with us humans.

No matter what kind of creature you are, you'll always evolve when new things springs along.


Here's to Boogie & her kittens.

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Shampoo or Toilet Duck....?

Did some grocery shopping the other day with a friend of mine.

It's funny when you pick up an item and ask yourself if you really need to get it right now or can you do without it till your next trip to the shop. That's what happen to me.

Had a list of items on my mind that I needed to get.....: shampoo, tooth paste, cat food...

But when you finally get to the shop and you pass each isle, you'll see other things that are not on your list. And you stop to pick the item up, look at it, turn it around like as if you're actually reading what's written on it but in actual fact you're doing some rough calculation in your head. And when you realized that "oh, budget lari" or "nope, the one I have at the moment will last for another 2 more weeks". You'll put it back on the shelf and walk on.

It's especially fun when you have a friend with you, at least she'll be able to help you to decide if you need the toilet duck more than the shampoo.........

Thanks for the ride Marilyn.

Monday, July 19, 2004

A NeW CanvaS

Have you ever felt that you wanna take on more responsibility? I think I'm going thru it right now.

I guess I'm at a point where it's turning again for me. In short a "Turning Point". Where I feel that I want to take on new challenges in life. Things that I may have been afraid of facing before. To stop being Afraid that I may not be able to do something before I even start doing it.

I'm shit scared for sure to embark on this chosen journey. But I fear not, because I have taken that first single lil' step of a thousand more journeys to come.




....A New Canvas....

I am embarking into a new journey in life
For I am scared for what it will be
And at the same time eager to experience it

What it will bring, Of what is installed and What will be learn

Curious I am,To know of what colours it will bring
Knowing that a journey is never a straight smooth road

I am ready to embark on this journey of mine.
For what it will bring
For what I will experience
For the people I will meet
For where it will lead me

With all that I have learned

A journey that will be traveled with all that I have been taught
For all the opportunities I've had to experience.
To put it into practice.



19th July 2004
Monday
09:35 hrs

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

3 weeks of loving

3 weeks we were away from each other and I learned that it's something that every couple need, to keep the love burning. 3 weeks away from you brought us closer to each other as we got to miss each other. 3 weeks apart from one another taught me a valuable lesson that I've just discovered. Love does not mean that a couple need to constantly be in the presents of each other. 3 weeks has passed and I treasure the time we got to spend on our own.

Love is understanding that Trust will always keep us together.

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

On A Rainy Day

you bring light to my life
with every breath that i take
there is no fear in me
the feeling surpasses
it fills me

sunshine on a rainy day
clears the pain away

higher of the high
brings to mind
of where i’ve been
it’s not just a dream

sunshine on a rainy day
clears the pain away

ain’t no grey clouds
in ma’ way
cause i’m cruisin’ on the milkyway

THe BeGINNING oF 2004

31st December 2003 :: As the New Year of 2004 came strolling along, we both decided that it would be more meaningful to celebrate it together in the comfort of our home instead of being out in town celebrating it with the rest of the world. This was something new to me as I've always celebrated it amongst friends. As we chilled, danced, sang together and talked, we realized that we both have gone thru so much in life regardless if it was together or on our own. We talked about the people we've meet, people we've been with and exchange experience that we've had growing up.
I discovered that thru my long journey of growing up I have had the chance to meet the love of my life but just passed it by. And I thank god for it. Cause we both were able to explore what god has installed for the both of us. I can truly say that "Things Happen For A Reason".

As we both lied down on the floor looking into each others eyes.....he asked me " Will You Marry Me?"
I was in a state of shock. Not because I did not believe I would be married to him, but because of hearing it coming out from his mouth so very soon at an unexpected moment. To be with a person that I will grow old with.

He took off the diamond earrings that he was wearing and put it on my ears. Tears rolled down my eyes, for I questioned myself is this truly happening? Am I dreaming? Somebody please pinch me.
That was 6 months ago.......

The day has been set on the 19th May 2005. Which marks 10 years of our friendship and the beginning of a new journey.

I truly believe that I am the luckiest Woman, for there is a Man that loves me. A Man that respects me for who I am, a Man that loves his family and mine, a Man that cherish and values his friends & a Man that lives his dreams.

I Love this Man of mine....




13th July 2004
Tuesday
05:52pm

FRIeNDSHIP THe SYMBoL oF LoV℮ : dedicated to my Urban Family

In many ways we are all connected
Through families and through friends

In life there is a journey
A journey of learning
A journey of giving
A journey of love
A journey of receiving

In life, we travel far
A destiny unknown of how very far
In life we are a FamilY



13th July 2004
Tuesday

Thursday, July 01, 2004

It Amazes Me

There is something about you that amazes me.....

Could it be your look
Could it be your attitude
Could it be your tan skin
Could it be your voice

Funny what it is that amazes me....

It's the way you love me
The way you treat me
The way you caress me
The way you hold me
The way you look at me

It amazes me....


28th June 2004
Monday
2.03am